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Name: Whisper
Country: United States
State: New Mexico
Metro: Albuquerque
Birthday: 9/24/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: dancing, reading, writing poetry, writing songs, learnin drums & GuItaR, being evil, expresssing my weird self and have an unnatural habit of scarin the fuck out of ppl (specially lil kids) in public
Expertise: DANCING AND WRITING! DUH! i am multi talented ppl tell me...but letz not get into that....
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

STAPLE YOUR LIPS SHUT

Pull down your sleeves, little girl

and hide your painful secret

Hush, they all say it will be ok

Tell no one, as you slowly begin to fade away

Alone, in the darkness

staring into the dancing flames

this is just the beginning of your pain

look up into the stars, and just hope it will break away

Hush, don't let them see you cry

don't let them hear you scream

Just put your head down

They won't notice, I promise

As you begin to mature, the pain intensifies

they beg you to understand...

The cuts begin to multiply

your wings break, you can't fly..

Cuts and slices become letters, letters become words

words become messages, drawings, and deeper carvings

Suicide notes, blood filled nights and tears drown you

you try to run, but you keep falling

You are unloved

run away little girl, No one wants you anymore

Nobody wants to help you

They just don't care

Just as your heart begins to break

you meet a crowd of nameless fakes

Sadness becomes anger

cuts, tears and blood become alcohol sex and drugs

Known as a faceless whore

You don't give a fuck anymore

Fuck god, Fuck this world, and Fuck everyone in it

No one has ever been there, NO ONE

Numbness has claimed you....

Pop a couple pills,maybe extasy, take a couple of shots and break out the acid

Take a hit from the pipe and eat a shroom

Bring out your razorblade, see the aged blood

and feel your old habit

Reality is fading...

You can't tell what's real and whats not anymore

you see the blood and feel the drugs, but you can't tell what feels good and what hurts...

the lines between reality and hell blur and stream into nothing

Fall hard in hit the stone cold floor

Lie there and bleed one last time...your pain will soon be over

Cry your last tears, and scream your last words

Hide your dead body...you finally killed it

 

 

 

 

 


Sunday, December 18, 2005

All hope is gone

there's nothing left to mend

I am but a shell

lost inside my head

 

The one I once loved

is but a whisper of the wind

a memory lost

a nightmare I woke up from

 

The love for him still haunts me

I wish we could have been ment to be

but now I have locked up my heart

and thrown away the key

 

I've tried so hard to tell myself you're gone

but though you're still here

I see you standing there

you're not the same person...you're all wrong

that person seems to be forever gone

 

forever broken

forever lost

I will always be

the lost cause

 

full of anger

full of hate

hate of love

hate of everything

but what I hate most....is me


I slit my wrists

I see the blood

I shut my eyes

you make me scream

 

I miss you

I hate you

why do I let you do this to me?

I let your stabbing words get under my skin

 

Why do I even care what you think of me?

Bury my body inside the ground

put me in my coffin

and shove out the sound

 

I still love you

I still love you!

Why?

You hurt me unlike anyone else

 

Its like I love the taste of your poison

I love the pain that you shoot into me

Its like some kind of candy

blood dripping from the dead roses

 

You said you loved me

until the day you died

you fucking lied

I hate you I swear to god I hate you

 

I love you....

 

 

 

 

 

 


Thursday, September 29, 2005

Through the bloody hells of staked bodies rotting to the bone is where all sin lies. Deep within the blackest heart lies one little girl so lost she can't breathe though she gasps for air nothing meets her lungs but the sting of the disgust everyone befails into her. She is worthless, full of such self loathe. As the blood runs down her wrists through her frightful screams she twitches with memories past and nightmares, unable to ever feel the warmth love never brought her. Broken hearted she cries and bleeds with nothing there but herself and the decapitated bodies in pools of blood lying all around her. She's entirely incomplete, how can I break again, if I was never whole to start with? She desperately screams this but it only comes out as a whisper. No one can hear her, no one cares, she's lost everything. Hate fills her empty heart as the angst fades away. All the torn little pieces, how much more can rip her apart? There's really nothing left...help me she cries. Completely detatched from reality, she can never be saved.


Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Enclose my heart in stone break it all away...I rip my heart out and throw it away I choose not to feel nothing is real the pain fades just another day leave me to waste you don't care you don't give a fuck don't say you'll always be there to pick me up fuck you you liar just throw me away into the fire and watch me burn down to embers walk through the ash of my soul...falling apart clinging to the past the shattered pieces of my broken reality for I have no heart I have no soul I just exist. FUCK YOU fuck this world fuck everything fuck everyone I don't need you I don't need love I don't need anything because in the end it all fades away and all I have left is me....BREAK ME hate me rape me its all im good for just a disgusting whore I don't compare i'm worth nothing walk all over me unloved used the whole world is my enemy do not come with anfetimine possessed with the devil ahead of me broken bones broken souls cut wrists just fits hung from the ceiling nothing I am feeling stab me in the back over and over make me bleed taste my flesh eat me alive strive, to be inside I feel NOTHING....TAINTED! UNCLEAN... UNCLEAAN...UNCLEAAAN!!!!!!!



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